I was running along the canal that day, when i saw a bunch of primary school kids y hurrying down the stairs of the school building for Physical education lessons. Strange as it seems, I suddenly felt so envious of them. Then i thought of the state i was in now. No doubt i had grown more knowledgeable over the years, but i felt restricted and bounded. Bounded by the many rules in life, trying to be self reliant, less trusting, etc etc etc.
Not that I am sick of my life, i just felt that the days when everyday was so simple- friends, food, family and school, and strangely even homework.
Why does it seem so hard to feel happy nowadays? Have i grown to be greedier than before? A new laptop, hand phone, hand bag would perhaps buy myself happy for a few moments, yet not true joy.
Right now, much work to complete. Strive on.
I will survive this, just like how i did in the past.
Till then, I shall look forward to the next phase ahead of me.
No comments:
Post a Comment